PB: Lexie Liu
Status: Limbo.
Fae-napped child who is forever changed as a Mannikin-changeling. Lived as a living doll, tiny dancer and fae palace furniture. Until she wasn't.
alt: Mermaid.
On the surface, Perry can seem quite unaffected by her time in Faerie. Compared to some of the more unfortunate Changelings, her durance wasn't even that horrific or scarring but Prima's control over her life has left some subtle marks on her that pop up occasionally like fleas:
She can come off childish and immature, being somehow both younger and older than she looks. Prima did not care about formal education and Perry mostly grew up and learned what she could through osmosis from those around her. It has resulted in some very unusual world views and beliefs (cannibalism is not a normal thing?) that she has been trying to understand and correct since returning to the human world.
Perry was six years old when a birthday party at the park became her last known location in the 'real world'. The little girl, clothed in a pretty blue dress, had wandered off in a brief moment of carelessness with her [friend], lured away by tinkling music of an elaborately decorated carousel.
She doesn't remember how long she was on the white unicorn, but when she woke up, she was in a castle, far far away from everything she knew.
Although Perry still has snippets and flashes of memories from her life before Prima, most of those memories feel more like a dream. She spent her childhood in her Keeper's "care", listening and following everything she said. There wasn't much choice in the matter and compared to some of her fellow Changelings, Perry knew that she had it easy.
She had arrived in Arcadie looking like a princess in her frilly glittery dress, and that was what Prima saw. Perry didn't speak at first, using the silent treatment as a protest. Not really caring enough to coax her name out of her but miffed nonetheless, Prima took her voice away and named her after the color of her dress and remade her into a living porcelain doll.
For the first few months, Perry was kept as an ornament, left around Prima's palace wherever she wanted, dressed and dolled up in whatever new style she deemed fashionable. Eventually, she was written into Prima's plays, and became quite the favorite. She began to spend more and more time in rehearsals and practices, and was severely punished whenever Prima deemed her performance subpar or uninspired.
What could count as "education" was really Prima's shamelessly self-insert scripts.
Eventually Perry outgrew the "role" that Prima wanted her to be. There were new fresh faces to inspire her now, and Perry was abandoned to fend for herself in lieu of fresh meat.
Perry had a very uneventful journey out of Faerie, which she attributes to a wish she made upon a falling star.
At first, Perry wanted to leave the Freehold but she soon realized that she had nowhere to go. She barely remembered her life prior to Prima, and there wasn't an easy way to figure out how to transition back into her old life, especially when she was only supposed to be twelve years old. So she stuck around, and shortened her name to Perry until she could figure it out. Turns out that was harder than she imagined, since she had never actually had an education beyond preschool. While she could read (Prima needed her to read her scripts after all), most of what she knew came from Prima's scripts or word-of-mouth from other Changelings and the Fae.
Learning about this world and how to be an adult became her priority. She was unqualified for most jobs, but cleaning was easy, and she didn't mind getting dirty since everything washed off her porcelain skin unblemished. Perry liked the water and no one else seemed to want to be near the gator-infested pond (except Ren but that was another story).
That was two years ago.
Since then Perry has avoided participating in anything remotely similar to her durance in any way, so no dancing or acting. No tea parties and soirees (ok maybe a couple parties once in awhile), mostly sticking to the pond and her plan of figuring out who she was. Everyone seemed to be much older than she is, and much much smarter. Or so it seems, Perry isn't quite sure.
While Perry hasn't shown any interest in joining any organisations or court ambitions, she can be found perusing the Goblin Market and Winter Market, stopping at almost every stall to look at the shinies. Since she has been in the Freehold, she has also been selling and trading random bits and pieces that she has made throughout the year at the Winter Market. Nothing fancy or magical, just pretty little trinkets like embroidered hoops, stuffed animals, paper flowers and more. She doesn't really do it for the money, but she ends up with a lot of "junk" because of her therapeutic art & crafts blessing.
香芋色的错觉 CAROUSEL MAUVE
Lexie Liu
追逐跳跃
是旋转的木马 相遇的错觉 连童话也说谎 又是晴天 快来到我身旁
Chasing 'round, jumping up and down
It's a carousel horse A false meeting / even fairy tales lie Another sunny day, hurry back to my side |
Hat Trick
Lexie Liu
他从不将姿态放低
目中无人却彬彬有礼 深邃的眼像座迷宫 漩涡流向了无底洞 别再怀疑 他在玩一个戏法
He is always putting on a show
Arrogant but polite His gaze as deep as a maze A whirlpool into an endless abyss No doubt / He's playing a game |
黑洞 Metropolis
Lexie Liu
他就 像是黑洞
吞噬了我流光溢彩美梦 黑洞之中零速度乘著风 无底的黑洞 视界边缘失控
He's black hole
Swallow up the lights and colors of my dream I ride with the swirl, no speedin' The abysmal, out of control, out of sight |
巴别塔的猫 A Babel Cat
Lexie Liu
我 虚荣心作祟
但没隐藏 入睡后记忆都逃离了 狂喜和愿望靠在枕边 闭上眼睛全不见了 你 在说谎 你 在说谎
Did it out of vanity, not love
I can't hide it Memories free in my sleep Ecstasy and longing on one pillow All gone as I close my eyes You're lying You're lying |
Shadow
Lexie Liu
引爆黎明跟随着月亮前行
我很久不再成为我自己 钟声照常被敲响 落日未落下
Ignite the dawn and follow the moon
Been a long time since I've been myself They chime on and on, the sun never sets There's no tomorrow This so bourgeois |
地球蓝 Aqua Blue
Lexie Liu
你跟我说还有另外一扇门
在门的对面似乎又是一片混沌 我穿过一扇一扇门独自一人 虽然每次都用不一样的身份
You told me there is another door ahead
On the other side it seems like more chaos I walk through door after door all alone Playing different roles everytime |
潘洛斯阶梯 Penrose
Lexie Liu
Trapped in the Penrose, I'm still all alone 陷入了阶梯还是迷宫
原地走穿过花丛霓虹
Falling thru the stairs / still a maze
Standing still / crossing the hedge to the rainbow Break thru the Finity, you gon get closer to light |
Bygones
Lexie Liu
I'm going down for real, down for real I can't sleep, I can't sleep Staying up all night Wishing my life was not my life I'm going down for real, down for real |